Below are the 7 most recent journal entries recorded in saffronsghost's LiveJournal:

Thursday, October 7th, 2004
6:14 am	http://antwrp.gsfc.nasa.gov/apod/image/0410/moonlightning_besel_f02.jpg (Comment on this)
2:00 am	even better... Some say we're never meant to grow up I'm sure they never knew enough I know the pressures won't go away It's too late Find out the difference somehow It's too late to even have faith Don't think things will ever change You must be dreaming Think before you make up your mind You don't seem to realise I can do this on my own And if I fall I'll take it all It's so easy after all Believe me 'cause now's the time to try Don't wait, the chance will pass you by Time's up to figure it out You can't say it's too late Seems like everything we knew Turned out were never even true Don't trust, things will never change You must be dreaming Think before you make up your mind You don't seem to realise I can do this on my own And if I fall I'll take it all It's so easy after all Some say we're better off without Knowing what life is all about I'm sure they'll never realise the way It's too late Somehow it's different everyday In some ways it never fades away Seems like it's never gonna change I must be dreaming Think before you make up your mind You don't seem to realise I can do this on my own Think before you make up your mind You don't seem to realise I can do this on my own And if I fall I'll take it all It's so easy after all Believe me, it's alright It's so easy after all Believe me, it's alright It's so easy after all Current Music: Sum 41 - Some Say (Comment on this)
1:56 am	I need this to get me through can't resist and don't want to believe it I know it's true I can't beat and don't want to try perfect hell it's more to me than you ever will know down here where the rest of us fell waste away with nothing left to show while I'm in this perfect hell obsession has begun possessed by destruction how did I get so low believe me no one knows sometimes I can't hold on and no one can help me now it's got a hold of me I don't think I can make it through this now it's got a hold of me the less I do the more it makes no sense I'm walking pollution who's drained by delusions on the verge of destruction I cave in to abduction thin blood I'm bleeding my pulse won't stop racing just as my heart explodes no chance that I could win too hard to not give in I just don't feel the same cause I'm the one to blame sometimes I can't hold on and no one can help me now it's got a hold of me I don't think I can make it through this now it's got a hold of me the less I do the more it makes no sense I need this to be myself it feels like I need some help it's too late to save myself or it's just in my head now it's got a hold of me I don't think I can make it through this now it's got a hold of me the less I do the more it makes no sense now it's got a hold of me I don't think I can make it through this now it's got a hold of me the less I do the more it makes no sense Current Mood: why can't i sleep?? Current Music: Sum 41 - Angels with Dirty Faces (Comment on this)
Wednesday, October 6th, 2004
9:23 pm	Just thought I'd share Gf: I have to work myself up to taking all your length in... you're girth throws off my style. Gf: you have girth and length. Gf: *loves that too* Current Mood: horny (Comment on this)
Sunday, September 12th, 2004
3:27 pm	Words/phrases I never wanna hear in another rap song: Bentley Jigga ___izzle Merc Ride or Die Hennessy Dutty ...meh, I thought I had more (and I do), but my mind isn't working. Current Mood: dorky Current Music: Eminem - Hellbound (6 Comments |Comment on this)
Thursday, September 9th, 2004
8:16 am	My ex. She talked to me today. She's fucking insane, and she pisses me off more than anyone I've ever met. But at least she's finally 100% out of my life, it looks like. I wasn't sure that day would ever come. Sure, I hoped and prayed for it, but I wasn't sure... Now, I am. Bye bitch, there were times it was nice knowing you. Current Mood: angry Current Music: Children at school (Comment on this)
Thursday, September 2nd, 2004
10:52 am	My works ( my works ) Current Mood: creative Current Music: Blackalicious - Sky is Falling (2 Comments |Comment on this)